Monday, December 15, 2008

We love hiding, hide and seek we play
Just for tonight, we have reasons to stay

When daylight's here it seems that we
Haven't shared a night so intensely

But I don't have the strength to expose
That our hearts are only open when these doors are closed

That darkness is the only witness
To our love, kisses and sweet caresses.

Tomorrow we hide from all of the other,
Not knowing where we'll go from here.

I love you so.

Monday, December 8, 2008



I cannot forget that night
How much it hurts
When we should've watched
The fireworks together
But you chose to be
With that girl,
That's when i realize:
I never had you at all.

Now I cry
'Coz I felt I lose,
I can't lose you
'Coz you've never been mine,
I lose in this game
Where no one could win,
That's when I face the truth
You were never mine.

Now I cry,
Staring at this dark room
Wishing you would love me
Just like you said you do,
I'm waiting for that moment
That I will have you
For I felt,
I never had you at all.

**poem based on my own experience.. haha

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I was browsing songs over the net when the title of the song catches my attention: Till we aint strangers anymore. Well, it's Bon Jovi, so what less could I expect? When I heard the song and saw its lyrics it's like "wow!!!!", they're really good..the lyrics is like - - - -- amazing! hakhak

here's the lyrics of the song:

It might be hard to be lovers
But it's harder to be friends
Baby, pull down the covers
It's time you let me in
Maybe light a couple candles
I'll just go ahead and lock the door
If you just talk to me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore

Lay your head on my pillow
I sit beside you on the bed
Don't you think its time we say
Some things we haven't said
It ain't too late to get back to that place
Back to where, we thought it was before
Why don't you look at me
Till we ain't strangers anymore

Sometimes it's hard to love me
Sometimes it's hard to love you too
I know it's hard believing
That love can pull us through
It would be so easy
To live your life

With one foot out the door
Just hold me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore


It's hard to find forgiveness
When we just turn out the light
It's hard to say you're sorry
When you can't tell wrong from right
It would be so easy
To spend your whole damn life
Just keeping score
So let's get down to it baby
There ain't no need to lie

Tell me who you think you see
When you look into my eyes
Lets put our two hearts back together
And we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor
Make love with me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore

We're not strangers anymore
We're not strangers
We're not strangers anymore

here's the video:

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

What Art is For Me

Really, i love it. I love artist. Demmit. It's somewhat easy to do a work, but not a work of art. And it's harder to make majority of the viewers appreciate the thing you died making. Your art is you and the art you make is what makes you. Art doesn't end after you make it, in lieu it just starts there.

Art is more than that, more than this and people has their own way of looking and judging an art. For me, I have a high standard when it comes to that. I criticize all the aspects present or absent in the subject of art. Whatever.. What I'm trying to say is, if your work's a crap but it came from the heart then it's an art. But if you just want to try a sh*t because you want to be appreciated and recognized, throw a sh*t out of that sh*t. (oww! that's gross.. sorry for the sh*t, I say that a lot when I'm in a bad mood)

Well, art is so simple yet very complicated.. It is about feelings and emotions (that makes it complicated) and about the God that first authorized art. All of us, good and evil, are His artworks.

Note my Valentine

Hey... thanks for nothing

i dont know much about you

but , damn, how id like to.

we'll be parting soon,

and it's tearing my heart

that i havent had a chance to be with you

with you ... with you..

D@#n, _*_,you have no idea

how much i want you..

you.. you..

Thursday, October 9, 2008


Please click the photo for full view of the picture.

This photo was taken somewhere in Zambowood, Zamboanga City, Philippines.
My friend Marfhra asked me to go with her in her sister's place, to just drop a visit.
Along the way we took pitures of anything.
This pic is one out of the hundred pics we took in that day.
I like this pic because it's my first time to take a photo of an animal.
That's all. Thank You. :)

LOOOLLLL??? WTF? I really wonder who wrote this post O.O

Friday, October 3, 2008

This is a story I made, it came to my mind when I was teaching my tutee.. It's another JetOg (Jet's Originals)... Hope you like it and please critisize it.. tnx ^^

Once upon a time there's a little green fat worm named Jirk. He feels that there is much in the world to explore so he went far from home to see what the world could offer him. He crawled through the grasses, through the muds, through the rocks. Along the way he met a girl catterpillar that attracts him. The girl's name is Ruby. They went along so well and travelled together to explore the world. Years pass by and they enjoyed the company of each. They watched the first peek of the sun together, as well as its last rays. They felt the breeze, saw the blue sky, heard the growling of the thunder...and a lot more.. they shared those ups and downs and helped each other in crossing the big old log. However, as time passes by, Ruby become tired. She felt like she have to do something different now, felt like crawling is not what she should stick to. She explained this to Jirk but he just got mad at her. Ruby doesn't want to travel with him for now. Jirk left Ruby behind the green bush while she's preparing for her long sleep - her cocoon. Jirk - left Ruby. He continued his journey, crawling through the pasture, exploring the world. But this time he has to face the chickens alone, face the threats of humans all alone. He misses her but it's allright.
One sunny day, Jirk was resting under an apple tree when he saw a winged - creature flying around him. He gazes it, amazed by it... It has colorful large wings and he wonders how lovely would it be to have those kinds of wings. If he could have wings like that he doesn't have to crawl to explore the world and travel from palces to places, he would just fly. FLY! He doesn't have to crawl when he can FLY... FLY! That thought tickles his ear. As she stare at the creature he realized that it iscalled butterfly. So that's how the butterfly looks like huh?? And to his surprise, the more he looks at it, the more it looks familiar, the more he realizes who it is... who she is..
"Hi Jirk, it's been a while"
" .... Ru -- Ruby?"

So that's life... Life began for them.. again..
And this time it's sweeter,
This time,
They both fly...

Friday, July 18, 2008


This photo was taken in Claret Highschool, Zamboanga City.
Please click the pic for a larger view.
I love gardens :)
for more pix:
only words could say, only words could understand.
if i give you a flower, will you hold my hand?
words unspoken are the sweetest of all.
so dont ask me why cant i speak without a fall.
if these dreams are made when i close my eyes,
and if these dreams would make me believe these lies,
then let me take you to a sweeter place.
sooner or later you’ll gonna miss my face..

goodbye for now.

* demmit..
I thought of giving him a white rose. I dunno why!!! I just sooooo want him. I've been wanting him for, like, 2 years now. I really want him, he's all the art I wish I could have. I remember the first time we stared at each other. Our eyes met, but our worlds cannot. And he was there, at a distant. Each time our roads crossed, our eyes met. He looks at me, he f***ing looks at me, even stares at me, smiling. And come to think we do not know each other. This went on for years. But I know he can never be mine, I can never be the art that he wants to work out with. I want him, I dunno if this is love. I don't know. My bestfriend said that it'll only be a waste of time giving him a flower. So i just sit here, staring at him, wishing he would be mine. My valentine, when will I ever forget wanting you?


Sunday, July 6, 2008

Ang damdamin na tinatakasan
Unti unti akong sinusundan
May pag-asa pa kayang kalimutan
Ang dating tila'y walang hanggan?
Kung pag-ibig mo'y di kailangan,
Bakit di magawang lumayo sa pintuan?
Bukas pa rin ang dapat nang saraduhan
At sa tuwina'y naghihintay lang.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

I wanted
to be like him
For I thought
He's beautiful,
full of red apples
so tempting.
Your eyes --
so tempting.
But then I realize
I dont want to be
a mirror of him
for he doesnt deserve me.
The love I can give,
It's he who cant afford.
The life I can offer,
It's he who couldnt have.
For atlast, for once
I realize, Im better,
have to get out
of his shadow
and push him far away
wherever I want him to go.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I break down
As I see
How much of a loser
I could be.

I did things
the right way
Right enough
to lead me astray.

My mistakes -
I value them
But I die
everytime I...
Thou said with pearls.
Like pearls in the mud
In thy mouth I saw them
So sad i cannot touch them.

If my heart hast been touched,
Then thine could've been too
For by the eyes we look
And by that, we talk.
we do it in the dark..
no time to smile, my heart wont lie..
everytime i see you pass by,
everything else were forgotten..
like an angel in the blazing fire,
you came to me.. like a dawn through the night..
then, you might - - -

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Dear God,
Arouse not my heart for it is sacred and fragile, fleeting as it is by nature, easily stirred by the captor.
Save me, O Highest, from feeling of falling to contain my heart, permit not from those finite beings.

***a gm of my frend :) ***

Saturday, January 12, 2008


Cashback is an independent movie directed by Sean Ellis. Oh my, I swear I love this movie! It's about a guy who could stop time and motion, about friendship and about love. I really love it, try to watch it!! The image above is the poster, dont judge immediately! It's no rated X movie.. It's a sweet story about Ben Willi (Sean Biggerstaff)

My favorite line from the movie Cashback:
Ben Willis: I've always wanted to be a painter, maybe have my work hung in a gallery one day.

Sharon Pintey: I've always wanted to meet a painter.

Ben Willis: Why?

Sharon Pintey: I think it might have something to do with their ability to see beauty in everything.

*love is just around you.. all you've got to do is see the beauty in it.. you don't have to stop a second, just stop a minute so you wont miss it.