CP: I lost it. O_O

I lost my cp :P (MSPaint)

What’s new? Nothin’ really, it’s a normal for me to just gust off a cellphone. Actually, it’s normal for me to lose anything, even everything. I lost my only usb, my most favorite bracelet that Randy gave to me, lost all of my earrings, lost the people that I wish would stay, lost my senses, lost my self. (wait, it’s getting too far :P).

My precious, half – alive, old modeled, Nokia cell phone: goodbye. It’s hard to accept that I lost it, I just lost it. I’ve been loving it for so long.. but now, I lost it. It’s the longest cp that ever stayed in my hands. What’s more miserable is that it’s my grandma’s cp that she gave to me last January 2008 because I don’t have one because I just lost one and my parents won’t buy me one and I don’t have money to buy one. XD.

So what now? Move on. Cellphones just come and go. Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to keep something, or someone, you can but just lost it. It’s inevitable, I say. XD

For those who wants to contact me, please refrain for a while. Imma buy a new one after I receive my salary at teh end of the month. Darn, I’ll be buying an old Nokia model so that it won’t hurt that much if ever I’ll lose it again. XD

I am still hopeful that I could find it, that it will come back to me O_O

Featured song: In Loving Memory -by Alterbridge
(this song makes me sob a hundred times)



Lyrics:
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me