Saturday, February 27, 2010


His life mainly consists of finding someone to hold


I tried to think an "eye-catching" title for this post to keep the reader, to be atleast, hooked to my new rant. Thinking of what to say, I am keeping the title more HONEST and plain this time. I realize that this post could just be 'none sense' and I'd rather be glad if no one could read it. So if you made it this far, congratulations and THANK YOU.

I am just moved by him, looking for somebody to hold to, someone that he could call his own. Haven't he realized that I'm just here? Haha.. This kinda funny, kinda screwn-out-old-highschool-line that I should overgrow already. In this real battle of love and true love, you couldn't just ask someone to stay with you and even though you do anything to make him/her realize that he/she doesn't realize that you are there for him/her, only an act of God would make that person change his/her mind. Even though you say someone's not worth it for somebody's love, the love that someone feels for somebody makes it all the worth. 21 years and counting, I am also looking for somebody to love, waiting at the same time that I may decide to change my mind not to wait for someone's not gonna come. But as Naruto said "Your home is where someone's constantly thinking of you". So I am continually thinking of him because I know he wants to be "home".

AND!! Sometimes I think that I'm a prick coz I always end up with a prick coz almost all the gorgeous guys I know are taken (if not gay wahahhaha) :)) AND!!!! I'm wonderin if I could wait for you tonight and if I do , won't you keep me waiting??? .. XD


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  1. spider said... March 10, 2010 at 6:38 PM

    you COULD tell him how you feel and get that off your mind

  2. jet MUSIC said... March 10, 2010 at 10:57 PM

    @spider : thank you for the comment :) well, i am not really sure if i have to tell him because im not sure about him... i just like him and telling him about my feelings would make him think that i really feel something more than what i really feel... ( not sure of what i said) XD anyways... thanks for the comment :)

  3. Anonymous said... March 10, 2010 at 11:42 PM

    wow. a chick programmer... a creature of your kind is a rarity. i assume that you're from the Javaland. keep writing.

    whoever that guy you are writing about - don't ever tell him about the sh*t you have for him. let the moment linger for awhile..

    you see, it's all about timing - the moment... if you and that lucky guy will have that moment - alone... i'm sure, you'll get his attention.

    Stroustrup's minion.

  4. jet MUSIC said... March 11, 2010 at 5:16 PM

    @Anonymous: woah!! thank u...u've said the right things at the right time XD haha...your advice is noted, well noted .. thanks! and yeah, im from java land... XD