Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Yeah Right

{ My Own Rendition Of Happiness - Distorted, Dinosaur, Darn Im So Not The Mood }
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Tik.tok. 1:45 am

Needs to be real. I am fake. I'm not Okay but I believe that being fine starts with accepting that you are not.

So what now?

I see you, you dont see me,
I want you, you don't want me,
Someone wants me, but I dont want him
I want you, so what now???

I swear I'm losing my sanity, I swear I wanna cry .. T_T been years now since I cried. I want to watch scary movies to make me cry real hard. :((

I just want to let go of this negative emotion.

I'm just so fed up to be somebody else.

But as long as I'm not with you,

I'll never be myself, trust me.


I don't want to play around anymore,
If you cant be a brick to be build me a home, f**k off.



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  1. Anonymous said... March 18, 2010 at 2:55 AM

    wow... emo mode.

    lady, have you ever watched a good decent chick flick movie or some funny shit or whatnot?

    try it. it releases the stress in your heart (about this someone) coz it doesn't require you to think that much.

    it will definitely save you sanity... if not your soul. ;-)

  2. jet MUSIC said... March 18, 2010 at 6:29 PM

    @Anonymous: im not really into watching movies.. but i think i'll try to watch some now.... thank you...