Tuesday, July 20, 2010

 Welcome to my Arms
(drawn in MSPaint)
This is something I want him to say to me.

I've typed so many things in my laptop at home, planning to post them here in my blog. But I doubt if I really have to. I want him so bad now, it's not supposed to feel this way, I wonder what's going on in me.

If your home is where your heart is, my home is where you are, my home is here. But I'm losing direction. How could I be so lost in my own place. But wait. Your heart is not my place.. hmmm...maybe that's the reason why I'm so lost. I got it.

What do I do? I have to forget him. I changed my mind, I'm not giving up.. but I'm LETTING GO. I'm letting go of this hope, this illusion, this waiting. I'm holding on by letting go of him...

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me  

Thursday, July 1, 2010



(Last Look - MSPainting)
This one is dedicated for that someone. 
I am already giving you up to that someone who really owns you
because you don't want me to fight for you, you don't want me to fight with you.

I fell upon this song that says:

You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.

Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.


Well, i don't know. .. I really don't know...
And, yes, I changed the contents of this post.
To all my dear readers, keep in touch :)