Tuesday, July 20, 2010

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So many things to say, I want to be free from you

 Welcome to my Arms
(drawn in MSPaint)
This is something I want him to say to me.

I've typed so many things in my laptop at home, planning to post them here in my blog. But I doubt if I really have to. I want him so bad now, it's not supposed to feel this way, I wonder what's going on in me.

If your home is where your heart is, my home is where you are, my home is here. But I'm losing direction. How could I be so lost in my own place. But wait. Your heart is not my place.. hmmm...maybe that's the reason why I'm so lost. I got it.

What do I do? I have to forget him. I changed my mind, I'm not giving up.. but I'm LETTING GO. I'm letting go of this hope, this illusion, this waiting. I'm holding on by letting go of him...



Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me  
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  1. Anonymous said... July 23, 2010 at 8:36 AM

    Ganda ng blog na to. Nabasa ko halos lahat ng mga posts mo. Pansin ko lang, yung mga recent posts mo, tungkol lahat sa isang tao. Or baka nga naman hndi ito sa isang tao. Baka ako lang nakakapansin noon. Siguro gawa2x lang rin ng imahinasyon mo.
    Anyway, kung sino man yun (kung hindi man siya gawa ng imahinasyon mo), sana mabasa niya mga posts mo. Pero malamang if mabasa niya ito, hindi parin niya malalaman kung siya nga yung tinutukoy mo.

  2. jet MUSIC said... July 25, 2010 at 6:06 PM

    @Anonymous: *speechless* O_O

    first, thanks for reading my posts ^__^, sobrang salamat :)
    second, yup, tungkol sa isang tao lang mga posts ko recently, and u noticed that?! amazing...
    third, i agree na sana mabasa nya mga to, at kahit mabasa man nya hindi nya malalaman na xa pala un...isnt it ironic?? :|

    salamat talaga sa pagbabasa ah? sana makilala kita :D

  3. Anonymous said... July 26, 2010 at 5:05 AM

    Malay mo, same rin pala kayo ng nararamdaman. Natatakot ka ba na sabihin sa kanya? Pwede rin naman subukan eh. Malay mo, takot rin siya.
    Sino ba to? Ex mo? Kaibigan mo? Masyadong personal ano? Sensya na.
    Basta kung ano man yan nararamdaman mo para sa tao kinauukulan, dapat alam niya. Lalo pa't hindi naman siya marunong bumasa (biro lang). :D

  4. jet MUSIC said... July 26, 2010 at 5:45 PM

    @Anonymous:
    Imposible pareho kame nararamdaman...that's just so impossible... haha... he's taken nah :D
    torpe kasi ako di ko masabe wahahahaha :))


    teka, do i know u personally? char char naman, pakilala ka na if friends pala tau ^__^

  5. Anonymous said... July 27, 2010 at 11:59 PM

    Ang lungkot naman nyan. Taken na pala. :'(
    Taken as in married?
    Or taken kasi may GF na?
    Hirap nga nyan.

  6. jet MUSIC said... July 28, 2010 at 12:36 AM

    @Anonymous: ay may ganun, ayaw talga sabihin kung sinu xa.. haha

    oh well, taken as in may bf na..ay este, may gf na...hahah... hirap nga pero tanggap ko na XD