WTF

I cannot forget that night
How much it hurts
When we should've watched
The fireworks together
But you chose to be
With that girl,
That's when i realize:
I never had you at all.


Now I cry
'Coz I felt I lose,
I can't lose you
'Coz you've never been mine,
I lose in this game
Where no one could win,
That's when I face the truth
You were never mine.


Now I cry,
Staring at this dark room
Wishing you would love me
Just like you said you do,
I'm waiting for that moment
That I will have you
For I felt,
I never had you at all.


**poem based on my own experience.. haha