Saturday, February 27, 2010


I tried to think an "eye-catching" title for this post to keep the reader, to be atleast, hooked to my new rant. Thinking of what to say, I am keeping the title more HONEST and plain this time. I realize that this post could just be 'none sense' and I'd rather be glad if no one could read it. So if you made it this far, congratulations and THANK YOU.

I am just moved by him, looking for somebody to hold to, someone that he could call his own. Haven't he realized that I'm just here? Haha.. This kinda funny, kinda screwn-out-old-highschool-line that I should overgrow already. In this real battle of love and true love, you couldn't just ask someone to stay with you and even though you do anything to make him/her realize that he/she doesn't realize that you are there for him/her, only an act of God would make that person change his/her mind. Even though you say someone's not worth it for somebody's love, the love that someone feels for somebody makes it all the worth. 21 years and counting, I am also looking for somebody to love, waiting at the same time that I may decide to change my mind not to wait for someone's not gonna come. But as Naruto said "Your home is where someone's constantly thinking of you". So I am continually thinking of him because I know he wants to be "home".

AND!! Sometimes I think that I'm a prick coz I always end up with a prick coz almost all the gorgeous guys I know are taken (if not gay wahahhaha) :)) AND!!!! I'm wonderin if I could wait for you tonight and if I do , won't you keep me waiting??? .. XD


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

(I'm Already Late With My Deadline - Drawn in MSPaint)

Can't you see? I'm a programmer ----- and being a programmer is like being a zombiiiiiieeeeeee.... Except for the fact that zombies eat brains.. Eww.. It's just that we don't have life AND money. Lifeless AND poor! Logical operator AND. Raawwrrr!!! Poor zombie I am! Wakes up to code then codes before sleeping. No more night-outs, no more hang-outs, no more life AND no more money! Logical operator AND there. XD \m/ rakenrawwwl!!


Friday, February 19, 2010


It's my black day! Haha Happy Birthday to meeee! ayeee!! :)) So happy today which proves that you don't need to receive material gifts for your bday.. haha

Im givin out a poem here ^___^


Tell me of a place
Where we can share the same light.
Tell me of a place
Where we can surf the same tide.
Tell me of a place
Where we can walk on the same shore.
Tell me of a place
Where we can stay forevermore.
Then I'd give up everything
Just to be with you
And I'd give up everything
To be with that place with you.

*** lol = labor of love. lol!***

Black roses or yellow tulips please!!!!!!! ^__^


Thursday, February 18, 2010


(Eyes set Ice - drawn in MSPaint)

It is confirmed! I so like you.. At first I deny it to myself but now I cant help but shout to the world that I'm so falling!

LOL. It's just a crush and I just over reacted.. :D


Monday, February 15, 2010

The face that launched a thousand fireflies

I cannot draw your face,
No, i cant sketch any line.
Your calm resemblance
that looks like twilight
Yet sunrise at the same time,
Your invigorating countenance
Oh, how I'd love to touch it.
It cannot be written,
No, it cannot be put down into papers,
No, the pencils cannot handle it,
No, I'll just stare into the paper
And imagine you were there
Staring back at me.


Thursday, February 11, 2010

"Amber Hair" Drawn in MSPaint

Coz when she says she needs someone to love, hope you know, she doesnt mean you..
-from Howie Day : She Says

How do I explain thee?
When you smile closer at me,
I want to tell myself "love this man".
So I wonder why
We have to keep silent,
and I wonder why
This isn't meant.
Coz when you say
"I need someone to love"
I hope you know,
I want you to mean me.
And when you break down
And say the words
I never heard,
Hope you know,
I wish I did.
And when I say
"I need somebody else to love",
Hope you know,
I really mean ' you'.

** wooot! Happy Valentines! **

Monday, February 1, 2010


I've come across with really relevant stuff over the internet last day. It is about how youth in Asia could participate in helping people help the youth. Know more by clicking this link >>

What is ASEAN Logics?

"ASEAN Students Engaging Action for Local and Regional Contribution to Society (ASEAN Logics) is a forum that is designed to facilitate direct interaction among ASEAN youth and is specifically focused on increasing the regional awareness among Southeast Asians youth. The Programme seeks to provide a platform for participants to share their knowledge and discuss their roles and responsibilities as youth in addressing the issues in the ASEAN region. ASEAN LOGICS Kuala Lumpur 2010 zooms in on experience-sharing and working towards a joint action among the participating countries. Its main aim is to convene youth from ASEAN member countries in one forum and facilitate them in taking direct actions to resolve a variety of issues affecting the community around them. Take your action now!"
-from ASEAN Logics campaign page