Wednesday, April 14, 2010

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Just postin something that needs fixing

(Take me away scandiclove: an imitation
drawn in MSPaint)


Nothing significant here. If I have to write everything that I feel and think today, this post will contain a lot of crappy sh*ts and you'll realize how disturbing I am. For now, I don't want to think about anything anymore except about my hypocrisy.  I used to say to "people that needs fixing" that this world is a nice place to live in. But it feels so chaotic right now... But I know I'm the one who created my own chaos. But I love this. I find peace in this war - filled surroundings, I find peace in this turbulence, I find comfort in my own discord.

Sometimes I just want to run, but you cannot run from your own feet. I am like a root that wants to get out from the soil but I know if I do that, the tree that I carry will die. *Sighs. Whatever. For now I just want to be alone. I want this, I always knew what I want so let me be this, let me be alone, don't argue, I'm closing my  mind so that I can hear the echos in my head that I create. I'm sorry for those who don't like my decision to separate from the world. I want it that way because I'm ending the world as I know it, trying to make a better place.. or whatever.. okay, I'll shut up now.


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  1. Some current cad said... April 20, 2010 at 2:12 PM

    I love your way with words; your imagery is beautiful. Just wanted to tell you that I'll definitely be stopping by again - maybe even follow!

    I'm quite new to the blogosphere myself (new to the writing, not reading that is) so if you ever got the chance I'd be really pleased if you checked out my blog at any point :) it's http://currentcad.blogspot.com - I write stuff and put up my poems.

    Thank you, but again, your style is really lovely and please keep updating!

  2. jet MUSIC said... April 21, 2010 at 1:50 AM

    @Some current cad: wow.. thank you for appreciating my style ^__^, thank you so much!
    and yeah, I'd love to read your blog..thanks for the link :)

    sure, I'll keep on updating my blog ^__^ thanks again :)